rejection injection...

...a reflection:
no matter how many times you get rejected before, during or after you do something, and no matter what reason is provided, whether you accept the reason as logical and acceptable, it still hurts. it still stings. rejection is rejection. no is no. the fact is that you could not please anyone, you could not fix anything, you were unable to do anything right, your presence was not helpful. the problem is you and that's not an easy pill to swallow.

especially when you try to do something keeping an open mind/attitude and it crashes and burns. and you had a feeling it would. but you went ahead anyway because you thought that maybe this time it would be ok.

i reject rejection. it's exhausting. refuse it.
either that or i should just expect rejection and look forward to never being disappointed. make the exception the rule.